I Will Escape

chapter 132

As I wait for everyone to finish eating, I watch and look at those who were too lazy to get up to get their

own plate of breakfast. I hate their incompetence and not listening to their alpha. I guess they will

starve, they will not be served. I don't understand why others have to think that they are so much more

important. I know that you need Warriors to protect your pack and that they are very important. But the

people that take care of the Warriors are just as important because if we didn't have them, then where

would we be?

I recognize that I might be different from all the other alphas, but maybe change is good. I feel it would

be better not to pretend to be somebody I am not. I was brought up a different way than most wolves, I

wasn't taught any werewolf traditions. It was all hidden from me; I am finding that my biggest problem is Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive © material.

others not wanting to alter tradition.

I don't want my pack members to fear me. Alex runs his pack based on fear, making his pack members

suffer the consequences of not listening to him. I realize that my pack is scared, I can smell it on them.

I don't want that I want them to be able to speak up to help in all decisions. I know being alpha, I will

have the final say in the decision, but it would be nice to have the opinion of my pack members.

I sit and try to look as fearless as possible, I don't want anyone to know I am nervous as I'm holding my

hands together, preventing them from shaking. I have only been back a couple of weeks and I have

already changed the way that they have been living. I am not sure if they will accept the change or not,

but it will stay if they like it or not. Next thing I know, Dominic grips my hand trying to reassure me as

his voice is so gentle." Sabrina, are you positive about this, I realize that you get angry when I doubt

you, but I just want to make certain that you know what you're doing.``

I take Dominic's hand and put it on my lap and combine his fingers with mine and hold on to him.

"Dominic, I'm not sure of anything, but what I do know is we all deserve respect no matter our place in

the pack. I realize the pack has been lazy and there has been no training for ladies or children of the

pack. The devil's pack will target the weak first, they need to be able to defend themselves."

Dominic's eyes turn from worry to understanding, which makes me sigh and relief knowing that he

understands me. "No matter what you do Sabrina I'm always going to be by your side, but you need to

understand I will tell you what I think no matter what, Just please don't rip my head off." He lets out a

giggle as he's joking with me and kisses my cheek.

The warmth of his lips on my cheek gives me butterflies, loving how much I really care for him. As our

baby feels the warmth that has warmed my soul, I then fill her flutters as she summer salts inside me. I

then take Dominic's hand out of mine and place it on my belly so he can also feel her movement. I see

his eyes light up with excitement when he feels her move.

Loving the moment that we have just shared together through all that has happened, a moment of just

pure love. I hope for more moments like this one. I look overhead and see Axel approach me, knowing

that it's time to address the pack. He looks at me and says, "Sabrina I really hope you know what

you're doing, you have angered a lot, but I know there's reasoning behind your madness."

I give him a soft gentle smile, telling him." Reasoning is simple, we all need to respect each other."

As the Axel turns around to approach the pack, I grab a hold of his hand tightly, so he feels it. I tell him,

"you may be seated this is not your pack to run, I am able to stand for myself and address them." As I

mind linked, Damian to stand beside me. He has no issue standing next to me. A moment of relief

overcomes me, knowing that he supports me. Not that I needed it, but I nevertheless feel relieved.

I stand up and let out a growl to gain everybody's attention. As the conversation has not stopped, and

they're still talking. "Quiet, your alpha is ready to speak," I shout

"I know that I have only been here for a couple of weeks. I have been observing the pack, there are so

many great things but also so many things that require change. I am so grateful for every one of you

that has chosen to come and fight. I know that the devil's pack has taken something away from all of

us, and we want our revenge. But with revenge comes consequences, there are going to be lives lost.

Are you willing to give your own because if you're not, it is time to walk away.?

As I look over the crowd, people are surprised I am giving them an option of running. Most pack

members that run from their packs become rouges or are killed. One man stands with fury in his eyes.

"Are you saying that you believe that we are not worthy to be in your pack that you are willing to just let

us leave?"

"No, I am not claiming that I want everyone to know what they are getting themselves into, this isn't just

like any other battle. There is going to be one pack that survives and the other pack gone. You need to

be willing to die because it's a possibility that you will."

"You don't believe that this pack will win, you just believe that we are all failures, what kind of alpha

doesn't believe in her own Warriors."

As the silent breaks and the crowd becomes loud. I become angry, my eyes turn red and my blood

begins to boil as the hairs on the back of my neck rise. I struggle to control it, but I can't. I let a growl

out that is so infuriated that it blows the wind like a tornado. I try to recollect my composure, having

trouble because of their incompetence. When the crowd claims,, I began to speak.

"I am trying to be the better alpha here and giving you all a chance to run if you're afraid. I know that

you're able to defeat the devil's pack, I just want you to understand what it might cost and not regret it. I

was never given a choice,, but now I am giving you The Choice that I never got. The Choice is for you

to make, but things are going to be very different from here on out, so make your choice wisely."

As hands go up and questions get asked I answer as many as they want to ask hoping that they see

that my support is here, it's just I want them to be aware of the situation and what truly is happening. I

know that I'm going to be challenged by a couple of the Warriors who think that I am incompeted which

is fine I don't care let them challenge me I will not kill them, but they will wish they were dead. As I

continue speaking, I can tell my pack seems unsure.

"Training will be mandatory for all those that choose to stay in my pack, it is not a choice you have to

train to be in my pack. The devil's path targets the weakest and the ones that can't defend themselves.

Which are the women and children you think that you're protecting them by not training them to be able

to protect themselves is what will get them killed if they choose not to be Warriors, that is fine. My Beta

will be training all the women and children from here on out to be able to defend themselves."

The crowd is silent, almost like they agree with me. Surprisingly, I watch as I see them, their eyes look

gentle, not with so much fury as it was before. Do they understand what I am thinking and what I am

trying to do? As I watch a man stand, I become nervous. My gut is telling me that something is about to

happen, hoping that I'm wrong. I want to avoid fighting my pack. I just want them to realize what is

right. I can't back down, I can't show any kind of weakness, it is now or never for them to see my

strength.