Chapter 248: Faint
Yin Youting took the bowl again. He blew the spoon of porridge at first and then fed Qin Muxuan. The latter could only have another spoon which had been brought closer to her mouth.
She looked at Yin Youting’s tender movement, feeling as if they went back to five years ago when they were still together. She remembered that at that time, even if she had a small flu, Yin Youting would buy the medicine and bring it to her home. Only after he watched her drinking all the medicine that he had given to her would he get relieved.
If it were not for Gu Zijin, she might have already married Yin Youting.
“Xuan, how about taking you out for a walk later?” Yin Youting looked at Qin Muxuan tenderly with a light smile on his face.
“OK.” Qin Muxuan nodded. She truly needed a walk.
After Yin Youting helped Qin Muxuan have the whole bowl of porridge, he pushed the wheelchair which stayed in the room the whole time to her bed.
When Qin Muxuan had woken up, she saw that wheelchair right away. Never had she realized that it was prepared for her. “Youting, I can walk.” Qin Muxuan looked at Yin Youting with an awkward look. Her hands were injured, not her legs.
“Xuan, the doctor said that you should move less now. How about sitting on the wheelchair for today?” Yin Youting looked at Qin Muxuan with a doting look and said that in a tone which Qin Muxuan always used to coax Qin Xiaobai.
Qin Muxuan turned her head away and nodded in consent.
Then Yin Youting helped her to stand up slowly. However, the moment Qin Muxuan’s feet touched the ground, she felt dizzy immediately. With everything in front of her going black, she lost her balance and fell down while still hearing Yin Youting’s voice faintly.
“Xuan!” Yin Youting held her soft body in his arms with an anxious look.
Qin Muxuan’s eyes were closed tightly and her face just turned paler. There were even some sweats appearing on her forehead.
Yin Youting reached for his phone in his pocket at once and wanted to call Doctor James right away. Right at this moment, Qin Muxuan opened her eyes.
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“Xuan, how do you feel now? I’ll tell the doctor to come right away.” Seeing her coming back to life, Yin Youting finally got a bit relieved. She really terrified him just now. He was afraid that he would lose her again if he wasn’t careful enough.
Qin Muxuan shook her head to Yin Youting, “I’m fine. There’s no need to do that.” Qin Muxuan felt that she might have suffered from low blood sugar. After all, she hadn’t eaten anything during the past few days and had lost too much blood.
“Are you really fine?” Yin Youting’s eyes were filled with concern.
“Don’t worry. I am all right.” Qin Muxuan assured Yin Youting.
Seeing her being so insistent, he could only agree with her. After Qin Muxuan felt much better, Yin Youting helped her sit on the wheelchair and pushed her out of the room.
As Qin Muxuan saw the stairs at a distance, she opened her mouth, “Youting, when we reach there, I can walk…”
Yin Youting knew what she was about to say. Before she finished her words, he stopped pushing the wheelchair and held Qin Muxuan up.
“Ouch!” Qin Muxuan was startled by Yin Youting’s sudden move and put her arms around his neck subconsciously.
The servant who had been doing the cleaning downstairs raised her head when hearing Qin Muxuan’s voice. As she saw Yin Youting taking Qin Muxuan up, she walked over at once and pushed the wheelchair down the stairs.
“Young Master, are you taking Miss Qin for a stroll?” Emily smiled to Yin Youting.
“Yes, tell the dietitian to prepare for the dinner.” Yin Youting said in a flat tone.
“Yes, Young Master.”
Seeing the confused look in Qin Muxuan’s eyes, Yin Youting introduced smilingly, “This is Emily. She’ll take care of you when I am not here.”
“Hello, Miss Qin.” Emily said with a smile.
“Hi.” Qin Muxuan nodded to her slightly. As she saw the smile on Emily’s face, she even felt more relaxed. This Emily who seemed to be of the same age as Qin Muxuan made the latter feel at ease.
Yin Youting pushed Qin Muxuan to the gate of the villa.
As Qin Muxuan arrived at the gate, she looked at the scenery which was unfamiliar to her and took a deep breath while feeling the fresh air in this place.
“Let me take you outside.” Yin Youting’s voice came up by her ears.
After that, Yin Youting pushed the wheelchair out of the villa and took her to the walkway in the neighborhood. It was already getting cold in Country M. As the gentle breeze blew by her face and she saw a few leaves falling down from the tree by the road, her mood suddenly got better. Then she put her hand on her belly, trying to feel the warmness coming from her palm.
She suddenly started to wonder if she should leave the past behind and begin a new life here. This time, Qin Muxuan truly wanted to move on, perhaps because she had died once.
“Youting, can we move forward?” Qin Muxuan turned around to look at Yin Youting and asked that.
Yin Youting looked ahead, finding a bunch of children playing there. Their laughters could be heard from time to time.
“OK.” Yin Youting looked to Qin Muxuan. The tenderness in his eyes even made her stop breathing.
Yin Youting pushed Qin Muxuan to those kids and at last stopped next to them.
“Hey, Peter! Throw me the ball!” A boy’s voice fell into Qin Muxuan’s ears.
As she saw those kids playing the ball, she finally showed a slight smile on her face. Those kids seemed at Qin Xiaobai’s age. Qin Muxuan looked to her belly. After a few months, this baby would be born too. By then, Qin Xiaobai would have a sister.
When she thought of Qin Xiaobai, her eyes dimmed with sorrow. She felt so guilty since she had left secretly without seeing Qin Xiaobai for the last time.
It had been so hard for Qin Xiaobai to find his dad. However, not long after that, he just lost his mother.
She really wasn’t a qualified mother.
Qin Muxuan couldn’t help reproaching herself and was lost in thought. She didn’t know what she would do if Gu Zijin found that she wasn’t dead and found her or how she was going to explain to Qin Xiaobai…
“Xuan?” Yin Youting detected that something was wrong with Qin Muxuan and called her right away.
Hearing his voice, Qin Muxuan turned around and asked Yin Youting, “Youting, Gu Zijin wouldn’t find this place, right? He wouldn’t find that I am not dead, right?” Qin Muxuan, with a flustered look in her eyes, said that in a hurry.
“Don’t worry, Xuan. He won’t find here.” Yin Youting squatted down and held Qin Muxuan’s hand.