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Chapter 249 Is It Difficult to Love Him? This is from NôvelDrama.Org.

We are husband and wife. I’m so fond of Fanny because she is beautiful and kind–hearted. Her delicate appearance always triggers my protective instincts, unlike Angela, who is assertive, or Sophia, who outgoing. Fanny could not live without him, he thought. 

However, if he wants to seek his father’s help to save Fanny, he can only agree to the condition of breaking off the engagement. He was very irritated and did not want to remaini in this house full of depressing vibes. So, he left directly by car to meet friends and have a drink to case his frustration. 

As the saying goes, determination is the key to success. After a week of persistent efforts, Daniel finally obtained some information about Jonathan’s condition from his psychiatrist friend. 

“Self–injury disorder. Angela frowned as she heard Daniel mention the name. 

She never expected such a condition to exist. 

Daniel nodded, and his expression unusually serious. “Yes, due to Jon’s past experiences. You also know that his parents‘ relationship was never good, and Mr. Sanders was always away from home.” 

Daniel hesitated. Although he disapproved of Michael’s actions, he didn’t want to criticize him behind his back. Angela understood all of this in her heart. Jonathan’s parents had an arranged marriage, and their relationship was strained. 

Michael had a rebellious attitude. The more pressure he felt at home, the more he wanted to rebel to demonstrate his ability and presence. So he sought out Teresa and then fathered Christopher. 

Teresa is a woman with a pitiful background. She came from a poor family. Her father was ill, and her mother worked hard to support the family. The young Teresa had to work to earn money with no other option. Without money or power and with a certain amount of beauty, Teresa naturally attracted unwanted attention. Fortunately, she met the hero, Michael, who rescued her. 

In Michael’s eyes, Teresa was vulnerable and in need of protection and care, completely reliant on him. This person could trigger Michael’s protective instincts, leading to an affair. When Jonathan’s mother discovered this, it naturally caused a commotion. The more this. occurred, the more repulsed Michael became, resulting in arguments and fights and making Jonathan’s childhood a torment. 

With his mother passing away early and his father being indifferent, Jonathan’s childhood was unhappy. Since his childhood was not very pleasant, so it was only natural for him to develop psychological issues. 

Angela could not help but show her displeasure towards Michael. “He will get his comeuppance for what he’s done. Having such a talented and outstanding son who doesn’t like him, and yet he goes and does unnecessary actions.” 

But who could she blame? 

In her past life, wasn’t she just as blind, liking the likes of Christopher, a hypocritical and incompetent playboy? 

Michael did not completely win his battle with Jonathan’s mother, and now he was focusing his competitive spirit on Christopher and Jonathan. He hoped Christopher would surpass Jonathan, his true victory. 

Daniel’s expression turned slightly awkward. After all, Michael was Jonathan’s biological father regardless of everything, and it was bad to speak ill of an elder behind their back. 

He cleared his throat a few times, then said, “I think we should focus on studying this illness first.” 

Angela nodded in agreement, feeling a bit puzzled. “What did your friend say about it?” 

Daniel sat upright, slowly saying, “My friend described it as the behaviors of this condition. include self–harm, hitting, burning, etc. These methods relieve emotional stress or alleviate some inner pain.” 

Angela’s eyes flickered. When she asked why Jonathan was self–harming he said it felt comforting. He must have been through a lot since he was young, causing miner turmoil. She longed to be by Jonathan’s side, offering comfort, embracing him, and assuring him that everything would be alright. These thoughts caused Angela to display a hint of sorrow. 

Daniel then went on, “Self–harming behaviors may stem from psychological trauma, depression, anxiety, feelings of inferiority, and necessitate comprehensive treatment. involving psychological therapy and medication.” 

“Depression?” Angela was sensitive to these words. 

In the subsequent years, this term became increasingly common on the internet. As people’s living standards improved and material needs were met, many began to grapple with mental health issues. The internet was saturated with negative emotions, almost as if having depression was a prerequisite for making friends. This environment appeared very unhealthy to Angela. 

For those genuinely battling depression, feelings of helplessness, hopelessness, and despair often lead to self–harm as a coping mechanism. Angela was somewhat shocked. She had never comprehended why Jonathan, surrounded by so many talented individuals, had passed away at such a young age due to illness. 

Now, it seemed to dawn on her Jonathan likely took his own life rather than succumbing to a challenging illness at a young age. 

Unaware of Angela’s increasingly pallid complexion, Daniel continued, Jon harbors self- Inathing, and he plunges into negative emotions during episodes. My friend did not clearly articulate the specific triggers or thoughts. However, I suspect it is linked to his childhood experiences. Jon has always lacked parental affection. It’s no wonder he is this way. I believed nothing could defeat him, but now it is untrue.” 

Angela felt anguished and apprehensive. “Did your friend mention any specific treatment?” 

Perhaps Jonathan currently only exhibits mild self–harm tendencies, but if left unaddressed. who knows if his condition will deteriorate? Ifit progresses to severe depression, medical intervention may not wffice, she thought. 

Daniel’s demeanor softened slightly, “There are treatment options. According to my friend. Jon’s condition is not too severe presently, so there is still hope.” 

Angela listened intently with a serious expression. 

Daniel narrowed his eyes, then proclaimed to Angela, Jonathan lacks affection.” 

Angela taken aback and responded, “I know about this, but how do we address this?” 

Daniel appeared somewhat helpless, “His behavior stems from a lack of love. So why don’t you show him love, give him affection, shower him with love? Wouldn't he beneficial?” 

Initially shocked by his friend’s response, Daniel persisted in seeking G friend patiently explained the approach to him. He embraced this treatment–method only after confirming that his friend was serious and not dismissing him. 

Angela was astonished. 

No medication or therapy sessions, but just shower Jonathan with love? 

She felt her cheeks flush while contemplating this in her mind. 

Observing Angela’s expression, which seemed to indicate understanding, Daniel felt a tinge of suspicion and asked her, “Is this task proving challenging for you? After all, you two are married: