Tasting All My Mates

Tasting All My Mates By Alexis Dee Chapter 192

192 A Proposal In The Fields

Maynard‘s POV:

“I don‘t get it,” Christina asked me. It was time I tell someone what truly went down between Enya and me. I wouldn‘ tever want Enya to find out about it, so I wanted Christina to know I am not an asshole and she can trust me. Content provided by NôvelDrama.Org.

“I know it is hard to digest. There is a lot in my life that makes no sense. I can lie to you and tell you I only accepted Enya because I wanted to win over the other mates of hers. But I want to be honest with you,” I said as I let go of her hand. When things ended between Enya and me, I was in pain. Until I recalled it happened for the best. Where

am now is a completely different spot. I have moved on from Enya after I found love in Christina.

“When I accepted Enya, I truly loved her. I was over the roof when she chose me and it wasn‘t because my ego was satisfied, but because I craved to be with her. I wanted to feel her every single moment with me, but then, then things started to change. I realized she was way more— powerful, one might say, than me,” I was withholding as many details as I could because I reckoned Enya would be very upset if she finds out I opened my foul–mouthed

elsewhere. I have hurt her enough. I don‘t want to drag her back to the messy state.

“More powerful than an Alpha?” Christina almost let out a laugh when she found my statement hard to digest.

“Well, I didn‘t want to tell Enya‘s secret to her anymore. I know I told Willow in the texts, but that was not at all the entire truth. When I was with Willow in person, I told her Enya has magic. She has the power to make anybody fall for her. It was a metaphor. Willow knew I didn‘t mean it literally.

“Anyway, it reminded my mother of what the seer had told her,” I remember that cursed day. I don’t believe the seer, but my mother does, and that is the worst part of my life.

“Your mother? I think I remember somebody mentioning your mother loved Enya.” Christina tilted her face and watched my face with her beautiful, innocent eyes.

“My mother loves herself only. They had sent assassins out for Enya.” The moment I said that part, I found her eyes growing double their size.

“What?” her jaw hung low, and she forgot to blink for a moment.

“She wanted me to say with Enya until she takes her last breath. Because then the curse will be lifted and I can find a mate that she approves of and start a happy life with her instead. When I rejected Enya, it ruined her plan. Because now my second chance mate is somewhere around the world, probably destined to kill me.” I was opening up to Christina and feeling good about finally not hiding anything.

“Why didn‘t you tell Enya this?” she questioned.

“I couldn‘t. She would have fought back. She is a very genuine person, very loving and sweet. She would have never let me reject her. I wanted to reject her, but I couldn‘t. It was so hard to push her away. So I started messing around, looking for fun and finding love somewhere else. I couldn‘t. But then thankfully, she – she saw it all. I didn‘t plan to do it that way, I planned to tell her I have accepted my other mate due to some other tensions and then wait for her to ask me to reject her because I had a feeling she would once I will stop giving her time. I didn‘t plan to hurt her

like that. Well, I did say things about her with my friends. I was a douchebag, taking my anger out on her as if she has told the seer to tell my mother all that bullcrap,” I admitted to doing wrong when I mocked her with Keith. I wanted him to think we are so close of buddies that we are now gossiping

about our mates so that he can tell me his secrets and I can use them later on just in case he tries to tell Enya what I was trying to do because of the seer.

“Oh, God!” Christina sighed, “I don‘t know anymore. Do you still love her?” she asked me.

“Honestly, no! I do feel bad for what I did to her. You want to know who I love now?‘ I held her hand and her cheeks

were stained red. She looked down to hide her face from me.

“Christina! I truly love you. I know it started weird but – but I feel very easy with you. I don‘t have to compete or be on the lookout for other mates. When I am with you, I don‘t have to be perfect. You accept me the way I am. You ignore my stupid mistakes and that makes me do better for you. I genuinely want to be with you. I want to make you my chosen mate.” I was holding onto her hand and hoping she would accept me.

“What if your mom argues with you for picking a rogue? Didn‘t you tell a rogue killed your brother? I don‘t think I am fit to be a Luna,” her low confidence broke my heart. I wanted to kiss her and make her realize how important she is to me.

“Christina! When I return to that pack, I won‘t be that 18–year–old that she–let– | mean, I will be a man. I will be the Alpha of the pack. I will decide. And I chose you as my mate.” as I pulled her closer, I watched her smile in satisfaction.

“I know this cornfield is not a very ideal place to propose to you, but would you like to be my chosen mate?” once | freed her hand, I pulled it out again, and this time, she held my hand and I got my answer.