The Merciless Alpha(erotica)

“Good morning, Luna, how did you sleep?”

“It was good, Lisandra.” She was a sweet girl, twelve years old, and had been with me for the past year. A war prize, she was still too young to be mated, but that didn’t mean the men weren’t already jockeying for her when she became of age. She was a slip of a girl with brown curly hair and emerald eyes.

“The Alpha wants to see you at breakfast, Luna.” She was already pulling out clothes from my closet, ones that had probably been used by the last three women he’d had in this bedroom. When they only last a year, not much of a point in having a big wardrobe. The dress was loose enough my belly was not obvious, I was twenty-three weeks along and already in the danger zone. She helped me get ready, then stayed to clean the bedroom and bathroom.

I moved down the stairway carefully, making my way to the dining table where the senior members and their mates were already eating. “Good morning, Denise,” he said as he smiled at me. My insides flipped, the mate bond pulling me to be next to him even as my mind wanted to avoid it.

“Good morning, Alpha,” I said as I sat next to him. His hand moved to my belly, rubbing it gently as the baby kicked back. “Ow, that was a good one.”

He smiled and made up a plate for me, making sure I had enough food for us both. “My love, you remember Carson Patterson, don’t you?”

My heart sank as I nodded. “Yes Alpha, he left our Pack with our medical assistant, Jessica, to go with Doctor DelMara and try to save our females.” I looked at my plate. “None of the women made it.”

“No, no mothers survived, but the baby did. She survived until an idiot left her behind. That was six years ago, and if DelMara is still around, she probably knows more. That’s why when a request for a specific blood type came along, from her old Internet ID, we had to act. Carson was the one who came to pick up the blood. I’m certain he knows where the Doctor is, and that she was the one needing the blood.” I had kept quiet, but the news that the Alpha’s daughter had survived childbirth had spread like wildfire in the Pack.

Hope started to spring up inside me, if I could talk Vivian into helping me, our baby had a chance. “That’s wonderful! Maybe we can do the same deal my old Pack did! Our women go with her, and she gives us medical care and a chance.”

“That’s not the deal. She’s got, oh, twelve hours to turn herself over to us or Carson dies.”

I looked at the table. “He won’t do it, sir. Is he mate marked?” The Beta nodded. “Then Jessica is still alive, the blood is for her. Giving up Doctor DelMara is giving up on his mate and child. He’ll gladly die first.”

The Alpha’s hand on my knee squeezed down until it was painful, he felt it and backed off. “What do you suggest?”

“Let me talk to him alone,” I said. “I’ve known him since he was a baby, he will trust me. More importantly, he will want me, my child to live. He may not tell you where she is, but he might take me with him. It’s the only chance for you to have an heir, a future.”

“I don’t like it.”

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He looked at his Beta, who shrugged his shoulders. “She can’t do any worse than we have, we’ve gotten nothing from him.”

He stared his Beta down. “Fine, but you and your men make sure he can’t hurt her, and be right outside the room.”

Thirty minutes later, I was following three very large men down a stairway to the cells. I was thankful I had put on warmer clothes, the cells were only about fifty degrees, same as the surrounding rock. They came to a stop in front of a door, the Beta entered and left the others with me. A few minutes later he was back out. “He’s strung up, his legs are shackled, and they are silver, so he can’t hurt you. We’ll be right outside, yell if you need help.”

“He’s a friend, he won’t hurt me,” I said. I walked past them, closing the door behind me. My stomach retched at the smell of blood, piss and sweat. The room was dimly lit. I could see him hanging from the ceiling, his toes barely touching the floor. His feet were shackled together by a short chain. “Carson, it’s Denise.” I walked until I was right in front of him.

He took a sniff, then his head raised up. His face was swollen and bloody, his body no better. “Beta Denise. Or should I say Luna, you’ve moved up in the world. Congratulations on your pregnancy.”

“Pregnancy hasn’t been congratulated since this plague started, Carson. It’s a death sentence for mother and baby, unless Vivian is there to help.”

He laughed. “Vivian’s dead,” he said.

“No, she’s not. She’s with Jessica right now, she’s the one who needs the blood. You need blood, I need her help. We can work a deal.”

His eyes closed, he took a breath. All of the sudden, his legs kicked up, wrapping the chain around my neck as I was pulled to the floor. I couldn’t talk, I couldn’t warn anyone, the silver in the chain took away my ability to link. His legs wouldn’t move, I didn’t have the strength to move them aside. “I’m sorry, Denise, but if your Alpha had given me the blood my Jessica might still be alive. He killed my mate, I’m killing his.”

I said a prayer to Luna, my burning fingers clutching at the chain that was choking the life out of me. I felt my body fight for air, my vision started to dim, then all turned black.

I hovered over the incubator as the men came in to take Jessica’s body away. She was cleaned, the CPAP machine was set to help her breathe and her vitals were in the normal range. She weighed just under a pound, her arms and legs skinny, her head so big for her body. The incubator kept her warm enough not to need a blanket, and the tubes and wires surrounded her tiny body. I was setting up to put a feeding tube in place, using a pediatric endoscope.

I looked over at Viper as the men carried her out, and the tears started falling again. He pulled me into a hug as I pulled off the gloves and sand to the floor, he sat with me and held me as I fell apart. “Jess…”

“We will take care of her, burn her body tomorrow,” he said. “We have to get permits, Moose has a family farm that is remote enough to do it.”

“I can’t go,” I said. Just to drive home the point, the alarm on the monitor for her vitals started going off. I stood to my feet, acknowledging the beep before washing my hands and putting gloves on again. “The first 48 hours are the most dangerous, I have to be here.”

“I know,” he said as he kissed my forehead. “I’ll send help.”

Help came in the form of the women of the club. They came through the door, working around me to finish cleaning and disinfecting the room after what had happened. They mostly let me concentrate, an occasional hug or a glance down at Eve as they worked. Teri knew what I needed, she had seen it before at the clinic with baby Jennifer. “I’m setting up a rotation for an assistant,” she said as she hugged me from behind, so I wouldn’t have to look away from Eve. “The exam table is set up for you to sleep on, one of us will always be here. You’ll have to teach us, but you need your sleep too.”

“Thank you,” I said. The first time I had done this, Jessica was there, and I barely slept for three days. The girls all hugged me, telling me they would take care of Kelly, and help in any way they could.

The ones who stayed were Teri and her daughter Meghan, who had just turned twelve. She was a bright girl, well ahead of her level in school and eager to learn. She had started hanging around with me when we returned from Grenada. She reminded me a lot of Jessica in how she absorbed what I could teach her. She had been helping twice a week, and outside the clinic had completed her certification in CPR and First Aid through her Girl Scout troop. She wanted to be a doctor, to save people, to be an angel just like she had seen me after I saved her father on that back road, and I had promised to help her.

I had already given baby Eve a course of antibiotics, infection being a real danger in a birth at this age. “I need your help with a procedure, Meghan,” I said as I went to the cabinet and removed the equipment I would need. “We have to insert a feeding tube through the wall of her stomach. This will keep her mouth and nose clear, which helps with her breathing.”

“A percutaneous endoscopic gastrosnomy?”

I just smiled. “Someone has been studying.” She nodded, smiling to herself that I had noticed. “Scrub up, you are assisting. Teri, let’s go over your part.” I was going to be busy with the surgical procedure, so I gave Teri what she needed to know about the equipment monitoring her vitals and the CPAP machine. I had alarms set already and showed her how to adjust things if needed. “Monitor only, if you see something deviating let me know.”

Meghan had put on a scrub top and was scrubbing up to her elbows in the sink, rinsing from the fingers to the elbow as I had taught her. After she dried on a sterile towel, I helped her put gloves on before I took her place. When we were both gloved up, I uncovered the tray of instruments and supplies we would be using. The endoscope was already set up, and everything was ready. “Teri, I’m going to put her under for this.”

“She’s already asleep,” Meghan said as she looked over.

“True, but I can’t have her waking up.” I pushed the sedative into her IV, watching her vitals carefully. When I was satisfied, I inserted the flexible endoscope through her mouth, working it down into her stomach as I watched on the monitor.

“Why this and not a normal feeding tube, and why now?”

“She will need this long term, and this method leaves her mouth free of tubes that could interfere with her breathing. When she is stronger, nothing is in the way of her sucking motion as she learns to feed normally,” I said as I reached the desired point. “She needs the nutrients to grow, so doing it early is best. Teri, turn off the lights please.” With things dimmed, the tiny light in the endoscope made it easy to see the point where Eve’s stomach was closest to the skin, on her left side. I marked the point with a marker. “Lights on.”

I took a hollow needle and carefully advanced it through the skin and into her stomach, watching as it came through. I moved it close to the camera, making sure the gripper wire on the endoscope was around the needle’s end. “Now for the wire,” I said. I took the thin wire and passed it through the needle until the bent tip was visible. “Meghan, tighten the grabber wire while I hold this in place.” We watched as she caught the loop.

“Got it,” she said.