Their broken Princess

CHAPTER 42

Carina's pov

I was reading a novel when someone knocked on my door , NôvelDrama.Org owns this text.

'' Come in'' , I said the door opened revealing Sam who was smiling like a Cheshire cat i sat up looking

at her

'' What's up with you and that smile'' I asked suspiciously , she sat on the bed and held my hand

'' I need your help '' , She asked anxiously , i gave her a pointed look

'' Depends '' , I answered ,

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'' I have quit ballet in that school cuz the teacher is a pervert and because Sofia had been an ass but i

am competing against them and i need your help please i am doing ballet i don't know for how long'' ,

She answered waiting for my responses ,

'' I know it's stupid but the head of The Juilliard School will be there plus the mafia families well i don't

care about them i just want to get into that school for dad please and maybe you will get noticed and

continue your career are you in '' , Sam asked yeah her dream is to go to Juilliard since we were kids , i

smiled at her

'' I will sing the song my choice whether English or Latin okay then i am in for you i am in'' , I said she

squealed and hugged me , i smiled and hugged her back

'' And don't worry you can sing any song you want as long as we are happy '' , She said and kissed my

cheek and walked out

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'' How about this do you feel any Pain'' , Harley asked massaging my leg where i was shot , i shook my

head ,

'' How about this '' , She asked pressing on the bone , i looked at her

'' No Dr '' , I said she smiled and closed the clipboard

'' Looks like you are not going to use crutches anymore your are lucky but don't forget to walk around

you are good to go '' , Harley said smiling , i nodded and got of the bed i am not using crutches

anymore i walked to the door , i opened to see Damien waiting for me

'' You are not on crutches anymore'' , He asked , i nodded twirling around thank god i don't have to use

'' That's my sister'' , He said and kissed my forehead , i smiled at him we walked to the car then he

decided to remind the bitter truth

'' Tomorrow is Daniel's Funeral are you ready '' , he asked trying to not make me angry i gave him a sad

smile and nod

To be honest i am not ready

The Next day

I took my coat and walked downstairs the boys and dad were wearing suits and red ties apparently it's

a must for a mafia funeral , We entered our cars and drove to the cemetery the whole drive they were

glancing to me after every minute , i balled my fist they are treating me like a fragile flower ,

Why did he have to die and i blame myself he was shot because of me maybe , maybe if i saved him

he would be alive i don't think i can handle it , he's dead he's fucking dead because of me and the guilt

is eating me alive

'' Carina '' , Ace called me i looked at him he gave me that look that i fucking hate that look Sympathy

and pity

'' Are you ready Bambina'' , Dad asked I nodded at him taking my seatbelt off and walked to the church

i sat next to the girls not before going to his casket i looked at him through the glass he looked peaceful

, i placed my right hand on the glass and smiled sadly wiping the tear that fell that from my eye

'' I am sorry i really am '' , i muttered and my fist were tightening pressing my nails hard making blood

coming out it seems that what i do since the kidnapping

I walk to my seat and looked at the casket , the memories came crashing down i took a Danny from

Blaze i am such a monster , The priest was talking while i was fighting with myself

Then the time i had to fucking talk , i stood up and went to where the stage was , i looked at everyone ,

pity , sympathetic , glare , cold and sad smiles were sent my way but my eyes lingered on the black

curly hair Boy who was giving me a blank look

Blaze

He gave me a look that i know well

Hate

Disgust

'' I can't do this i fucking can't'' , I trembled and walked out of the church leaving confused people

behind , it's started drizzling wow , before i could move someone held my arm , I turned to see